It shouldn't end this way.

I gave her the means, she had the will
I kept on pushin', for the kill
I never thought , she'd finish me
As she shot me down and left me to bleed
With my gun...

[The Rubens - My Gun]

I think I'm gonna give it a try
Even though I'll surely die.

[Das EndlichEndlich!-Debütalbum von The Rubens - unbedingter Platzhalter, solange ich auf Kat Frankie warten muss und mich mit schlechtem Gewissen durchs Neue von Amanda Palmer abmühe [Wie sagte Ben Folds doch gleich dazu? "This record picks a fight... you’ll later kick yourself if you happen to have an allergic reaction on first listen." - Momentan scheint es, wird die allergische Gegenreaktion wohl noch eine Weile anhalten...] 

...
Wake the universe.
Rip off the logic.
Dance like a foolish devil in an empty white room of potential.
Whisper the end to all your friends.
Ink will flow through your fingertips like a big, beautiful, lyrical monstrosity.
While the galaxies are blasting their own goodness. 
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